What I've Done

I've done so mcuh for you. Changed so much for you. I've wanted nothing but the best for you. I never ever wanted to hurt you or piss you off. Even if i hurt you or pissed you off i never meant it to really hurt you and i did not realise my mistake. If i could go back into the pass i would to stop myself from hurting you. But i guess this feeling is mutual. I wonder if I'm truly a nice guy or not. But tonight confirmed it all. The conclusion is i'm a total jackass. And i guess i'm not gonna talk to you anymore so i don't hurt you anymore. Don't try to contact me in any way cause im done hurting you.

Goodbye.

I guess I'm a whisper in the wind lucky to actually be a breeze to you. But now i have brought a storm into your life and i don't want to. So I'm gonna be gone for your good.

Family Camp

Family camp was freaking awesome. Everything was great. Haha.

I left Ipoh on Saturday at about 10.30am but only got to Penang's Queensbay Mall. Walked around and saw this superly nice pair of Nike shoes. unfortunately they didn't have a size for my freakishly big feet. Haiz... Nm. I sound so materialistic. Anyways Mum wanted to have ice-cream at Svensen's. Ice-cream there is superly good. Its so rich and creamy. But does cause a bomb. The ice-cream there can be a whole meal by itself. Anyways enough of me ranting on this cause its gay for a guy to do this (shut up Adrian).
Got to the hotel any cheacked into my room and my roommate is Sunny. haha. Poor guy. I had evil plans for him. Basically us being guys we were crapping and we kept on writing stupid stuff to each other on the mirror after our own showers. Eugene, Lavina, Serene, Rena, Samuel, Jeremy and Daniel were all there. It was so dam funny playing cards with them. Poor Samuel had totally no luck at all.
Anyways the sessions were dam good. Pas. Vincent Lau and his wife Rev. Jay Zee were great speakers and the messages were awesome. They really did a good job at touching the issues. Pas. Vincent is a great speaker.
Anyways i spent most of my time there eating, talking, going to the beach, playing with a rubik's cube, water polo with a rubber ball, cards, laughing, annoying Sunny and the rest is a mystery. Anyways for once im gona put up some pics. Oh btw I'm getting my first DSLR soon.










Sunny blur =p

My Life Is So DULL

I guess I dun really have much to say seeing that my life is so freaking boring being form 4 and all. Its all about school and tuition.... Zzzzzz....

Anyways yesterday went to my prefect AGM and party after tat. The AGM was pretty much watt all AGMs should be. Hand over. Boring speeches. I got first batch. I thought i would be happy. But i seem to not really care. My mind is off somewhere busy thinking over other stuff and people. U noe hu u are people. I must say tat i worry and care for you. Going on DISCO (discipline commision/my commission) is so screwed next year. Haiz... The head i think has less guts tat a kitten and the lady head is as quiet as a church mouse. Not yet even proper handover the board got issues adi. haiz... Nm. Its only for 1 and a half years.

At night the prefects had one final outing together. Went to Alex Michael's house. Pretty much it was ok la. nothing really much to say. Just saw frens. Gave birthday bashes out to almost everyone. Nothing much. Argh... my life is so dull. =(

I so need to update

Argh... i So need to update my blog but unfortunately my internet hasn't been working for the last few days and now i got exams. be patient people. I'll update it when i got time. Oh btw.. Anyone interested in paintball trip???

Smoking Kills LMAO

Footprints

One night a man had a dream.

He dreamed he was walking along the beach.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.

And for each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand.

One belonging to him, the other to Him.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints.

He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

He questioned the Lord,

"You said you'd walk with me all the way. But during the most troublesome times there was only ONE set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed You most you would leave me."

The Lord replied," I would never leave you, my dear child. During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints in the sand, it was then that i carried you."

Thank you Bryan for this extremely meaningful post

Love is

I got bored.

Love Is

Love is patient
Love is persevering
Love is joy
Love is goodness
Love is shared
Love is gentle
Love is kind
Love is slowly losing your mind.