SMI

Is it wrong for me to be sad, angry and yet happy at the same time? Scolding my junior definitely ain’t fun but what can I say or do when the pride of St. Michael’s Prefectorial Board is on the line.
I do not admit I might just be extra hard on him. But I want them to pass. I want them to grow and be the best they can be. I know I sound like some crazy over-protective mother. I just want them to make me proud as their senior. And no my ego as a 1st batch senior or me already having passed 1 junior does not play into this.

I feel dishearten to see the Michaelian Spirit that grew in me and still believe in slowly dying in St. Michael’s culture. The school believes in supporting the Lost, the Least and the Last. Yes that is still practiced in our beloved school. But whatever happened to the sense of gratefulness. Students now are taking everything for granted. I just wish our school could be like how it used to be. The Michaelian Spirit burning strong in each and every Michaelian. Proud of who they are and where they come from. I guess things are different now…

At least the thought of you still puts a smile on my face. You truly make my day. But I just want you to have some space. I don’t want to be around 24/7 and squeeze the living daylight out of you. And don’t worry I’m not emo or sad. I’m perfectly fine. I wish Taiwan would quickly come so I can come back soon and go for that ice-cream. =)

To My Pantat Senior

I AM NOT EMO!!!! Lol. Im perfectly fine la man. Hope you're enjoying life in Melaka. Your so called little junior who btw is taller than you =P has 2 juniors. Better than you. Lol. Take care man. Hopefully I'll see you in Melaka in 4 years time. Lol.

Time

Still swimming and exams are like 2 weeks away. Lol. I think i can still make it in time. Hmmm.... Nm la. I dont know what is wrong with me with my exams recently. It's like i couldn't care less. Lol.

Bianca Bianca.... You are so funny when you act all emo. Lol. Emo is so not for you. You should be happy. You cant take my old place. It's not meant for you. And i think you're my bestfriend. I think. Lol.

Ugh... For some reason i cant sleep more than 8 hours. Dam my biological clock. I'm awake and waiting till im sure that you're awake. =) I really need to stretch my body. It's aching all over. I blame the last few days of exercise.

I feel like im in the sky

Today has got to be the best day of my life. =) I feel so happy and I think this high feeling is going to evolve into an extreme euphoric state tomorrow. God bless the Sultan. :D

Woke up this morning and decided to go for a swim at Royal Perak Golf Club. I thought today BK Taxi was closed. Thought it was a public holiday so they close lor. Walked all the way to Golf Club with my bag of equipment. Met Joevy there. Lol. Miss Joevy when you read this. You seriously got to work on your speed. =P Haha. Joevy's younger sis thought i was a mad stranger for waving at her. Tried the Jacuzzi for the first time. It was nice though Joevy said it was hot. Lol. Blame the Malaysian weather. Her younger bro saw us. I quote him. "HOR!!! Dating boyfriend." LOL man. Hahaha. Her bro is so freaking funny. Quite interesting fella. I don't get why Joevy always scolds him. Must be the sibling effect.

Went to JJ and saw Yi Huah there. Hahaha... When I first went to talk to her. All I could say was "How's Stewie and Carlie?" I feel like a total moron. =.= But but we went to McD to eat. It was so freaking full that i ate standing up. LOL. I feel so gifted. All in all i had a great time talking crap and being lame.

I better continue on my research on poster pricing. I hate the USD to RM conversion.

Home Alone

Today feels good. I’ve been high for like 2 weeks now? It’s been great. I wake up in the mornings with a smile on my face and being grateful for my bed but even more grateful that I’m still alive and able to get out of bed to see all of my friends. Bianca says I’m too happy which is kinda ironic since she is always so happy. Hahaha…

Parents are out of town for the weekend. Somehow I don’t really feel like doing much although they’re not around. Maybe its just this euphoric state I’m in. Been listening to K-Pop recently. Still not used to it. I just guessed it’s not meant for me. I’ll give it a few more tries before I give up on it

Today woke up and texted someone cause I was too high and happy. It’s still kinda new to me to be happy in the morning. Went to get my hair cut and as usual my hair sucks now. Lol. Have to let it grow again. Seriously taxis nowadays suck. I took a taxi from Yik Foong and asked him to take me to Royal Perak Golf Club. Ended up at Ipoh Swimming Club instead. Lol. So decided to walk to RPGC. When I got there. Had an awesome swim/training session. 30 laps. =) RPGC’s pool is like 40m long? Haha.

The most epic part of my day was when I tried to go home. The taxi driver did not understand English or Bm. Was forced to try to speak in Cantonese. As you can guess I failed miserably. I think I might have accidentally cursed at the driver. He gave me a weird look. Lol. In the end had to resort to using hand signals at him. He asked me if I was truly Chinese. I said I was a Baba Nyonya which is kinda true. Lol.

Now I’m stuck at home. Bored to death. Oh how I wish I could just message you now. But I want you to have some space. I just want to see you smile and send me to the heavens again.


Just decided to write something random

You’re always on my mind,
You’re just one of a kind,
You’re unbelievably beautiful,
You’re worth more than a jewel,

I’m not sure if you might like my poem,
But I just want to set this in stone,
Words cannot express,
How you captured my heart with such success.

The moment I saw you my heart was sold,
A moment with you is never cold,
I just felt like putting my thoughts into writing,
I really feel our bond tightening.

You just make everything melt away,
Your voice just makes my day.
Bye my love,
Remember all I said above.




Being home alone is creepy. I wish you were here with me. =)