Home Alone

Today feels good. I’ve been high for like 2 weeks now? It’s been great. I wake up in the mornings with a smile on my face and being grateful for my bed but even more grateful that I’m still alive and able to get out of bed to see all of my friends. Bianca says I’m too happy which is kinda ironic since she is always so happy. Hahaha…

Parents are out of town for the weekend. Somehow I don’t really feel like doing much although they’re not around. Maybe its just this euphoric state I’m in. Been listening to K-Pop recently. Still not used to it. I just guessed it’s not meant for me. I’ll give it a few more tries before I give up on it

Today woke up and texted someone cause I was too high and happy. It’s still kinda new to me to be happy in the morning. Went to get my hair cut and as usual my hair sucks now. Lol. Have to let it grow again. Seriously taxis nowadays suck. I took a taxi from Yik Foong and asked him to take me to Royal Perak Golf Club. Ended up at Ipoh Swimming Club instead. Lol. So decided to walk to RPGC. When I got there. Had an awesome swim/training session. 30 laps. =) RPGC’s pool is like 40m long? Haha.

The most epic part of my day was when I tried to go home. The taxi driver did not understand English or Bm. Was forced to try to speak in Cantonese. As you can guess I failed miserably. I think I might have accidentally cursed at the driver. He gave me a weird look. Lol. In the end had to resort to using hand signals at him. He asked me if I was truly Chinese. I said I was a Baba Nyonya which is kinda true. Lol.

Now I’m stuck at home. Bored to death. Oh how I wish I could just message you now. But I want you to have some space. I just want to see you smile and send me to the heavens again.


Just decided to write something random

You’re always on my mind,
You’re just one of a kind,
You’re unbelievably beautiful,
You’re worth more than a jewel,

I’m not sure if you might like my poem,
But I just want to set this in stone,
Words cannot express,
How you captured my heart with such success.

The moment I saw you my heart was sold,
A moment with you is never cold,
I just felt like putting my thoughts into writing,
I really feel our bond tightening.

You just make everything melt away,
Your voice just makes my day.
Bye my love,
Remember all I said above.




Being home alone is creepy. I wish you were here with me. =)